Watch me disappear!

Vulnerability - open to moral attack, criticism, temptation.

Have you ever been in a position that you put upon yourself to be critizied on purpose? Well I am about to take one of the most vulnerable steps I have had ever endured and I am hoping that you will take it with me. I am opening myself to be attacked, criticized and tempted in hopes that I will accomplish a dream. My dream is to be healthy, fit, and yes, to wear a size in the single digits. How I will accomplish this dream has been somewhat of a struggle for me in the past. I have lacked motivation and accountability. I tried looking for it in others but I realize that if I want to lose weight, if I want to be healthy and fit, I must be accountable to myself. This is what everyone calls an Ah-Ha moment. With this blog I am hoping that all of you will be my cyber accountability partners. I will try to encourage you all to reach your dreams and i will fully accept your encouragement as well.

So down to the facts. This is the part that scares me...to share with all of you something that I have tried to cover for most of my life. BUT I believe that this is what will help me reach my goal because I dont want to stay this way when I know that you know all.

Fact: I am a 25 year old, married woman, with a beautiful daughter who is 5 1/2 months.
Fact: I wear a size 18
Fact: I am 5' 6"
Fact: I weight 244lbs

SO from this day forward I will be blogging about my experience in conquering my ultimate goal, to weight 150 lbs and in the single digits for my pant size.